For many years I have been on the quest to answer the shortest, yet simplest question known to man: "Why" First, why do we exist. If things did not appear to be perfect, then we would not be. They must be perfect, or we would not be. Our greatest quest is to find happiness, and we all feel as if it is something we must find. This is why Our garbage dumps are overflowing with garabage. We buy, buy, buy. Yet, we never find what we want.
Yet, as I have said, you already have what you want, and you have happiness, if you just search in the right place. And this place is not on the outside of ones self, but on the inside.
It was until I came to this realization, I was never happy. Now, I am happy, and life is fun. I do not want for anything, other then the food that I eat. Other then that, I do not want anything. I am happy with what I have and with life.
I will admit, I did get caught back up in the game of Life, and if it wasn't for taking a moment to reflect, I would have not been able to get my mind back together. You can do this as well. The faster you accept that we are all one, and that we all have the same wants, needs, and urges. Laws are made because they know we are going to break them. No one is perfect. Sure, you tell yourself this, but do you actually believe you are not? Do you not feel like you are smarter then what others realize, and that you understand things differently then others? As you get older, you reach an age where you become enlightened. It is this moment in time that you feel as if you finally understand life, and that you know a secrete, that no one else knows. But, guess what, we all know it.
Churches are full of those who want others to know how good they are. When, they are no different then me, or you. They are just as wicked, and good, as those who are not in Church. However, Church gives them a place to stroke their egos, and lets them hear how they should act, when they know they act the way they do.
Now, until you have truly gained enlightenment, you will not find happiness. And you can find it. It is always with you, and all it takes is a little effort. We all are destined to end up in the same place. We all must die. Sure, we attempt to use material items to ease this thought, but we all still must die. Does death scare you? One thing I bet, the moment just before you die, you will be thankful for all the things around you. So, strive to have your Family around you, when you die.
I have traveled a unique path in life to reach the point that I am at. It has taken me many years of to finally gain enlightenment, and it did not come with ease, but with great follys, and many long nights. You too can find enlightenment, but it will take you finally looking at yourself. The hardest thing to do is to look at yourself. It is always someone else who is to blame, and you know how right you always are. And, how miss-understood you are. Yet, that is not the case. Until you realize this, you will not grow, and you for sure, will not find enlightenment.
One who never does anything wrong, and can not admit wrong doing, is a nasty person. For we all make mistakes. It is those early years of life, which trained us that wrong is bad, and this is where this person still resides. In others words, they are still a child.
We all know right and wrong. And, the gray area. The gray area is that which causes the biggest issue. It is either right, or wrong. We are quick to admit when we are right, and we remember all the times that we were right. But, can you admit when you are wrong, or when you have done something that is wrong. Take speeding. No one wants to be pulled over by the cops. The road pirates, as they are known. They feel like they can speed, because they are the cops, but they sure are happy to take your money, when you are caught speeding. And, everyone is sure happy to point out how wrong you are, for speeding. Again, everyone speeds. But, who admits that, right....
Do not be fooled into believing that I do not know you, for I know myself. Sure, you may be fooled into believing you are different, but that is how many believe. Hence, the Churches still get rich from this.
I am not against Churches, or GOD. I truly believe in GOD, or our Creator. But, I do not believe we need to give him a 10th f everything we get. What is GOD going to do with money. Well, I guess GOD gets speeding tickets too.... Thats a joke.
We all are trying our best to be good, yet we all are the same. This is why Churches and Government makes so much money off us. Because we all are trying to prove how good we are, and yet we continue make mistakes. That is just it though, the only real mistake is not realizing how we all are the same.
Now, you may think I am crazy, and I just may be. But, if I am crazy, then so are you. What mash are you wearing today? Who are you trying to impress today? I'm sure whoever it is, it is someone who has something you want. You do not visit someone just to say hi, it is because you need something. Sure, from time to time, you stroke your ego, and stop by and visit someone. But what was you real reason for visiting.
I can go on, and I will. As I said, I have learned many things in my 51 years of life. I had many years of self reflection, and I really miss that time. For I truly enjoy being by myself. Just as you do. But, what are you thinking when you are alone. IS it about money, and material things? Wasting time... None of this can you take with you in your grave. Or, I understand you must survive. Survive is the greatest word known. For it sums up all living things.
If you have found this page, you have read this. BRAVO! I hope that you let what you have read sink in. I will be sharing more, and if you look, you will find more pages like this on my website.
Remember this, you have what you want, you must seek it within. The faster you learn that there is nothing to realize, that it all already is. You are you, and always will be. You can only control you, and you are the you, you will always be. Words are cheap, and so are the Mask that you wear. They only fool yourself, and those who are wearing Mask, themselves,
Stop fooling yourself, and stop trying to fool others. Most importantly, stop believeing you are different. Accept who you are. Once you do this, and learn yourself, you will know everyone.
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